What i'm reading these days is.......( i know this might annoy the crap out of some of you but )
The TWILIGHT series. I finished New Moon in 2 days, finished eclipse in 3 days, adn Breaking dawn in 4 days. (cant wait for midnight sun) These books give me hope that true love exists, even if its with a vampire. How it can start out as much as someone hating you to it growing so much that you can't live without eachother. Do anything and everything to protect eachother, taking your own immortal life just because you though they were dead and cant live without them, love them so much that it feels as if your body, mind, and heart can't bear to handle it all, it's tooo much love. And spending eternity with the one you love more than anything, ever, is just icing on the cake. I know it's just a book(s), but i feel like i can escape in them, their my haven, outlet if you will. Sometimes when im feeling a little at losing hope with humanity i just read one of the twilight books, and i feel so much better, and the fact that my love life isnt exactly what you would call, well........good, as well as, er, functional.
I can't help it there are no guys where my everyday life is.
Back to the books. These books give me the ability of imagining a better life, a life of love.
They teach me lessons that people and everything else can't in a way i can understand.
Each time i read them, (which will probably once or twice a year+) they tell me something different, teach me something different, which just makes it more interesting.
p.s. somtimes i wish vampires do exist so i could find someone to love that much and spend the rest of my existence with them.
"Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."
Edward Cullen, New Moon, Chapter 23, p.514
Monday, December 8
Tuesday, January 8
I Feel.....
Sometimes life can get you down,other times life lifts you up. You can't have one with out the other. you can't have the good without the bad. Like dust and Rainbows.I live my life to it's fullest and love it, but.......sometimes i feel lonely, misunderstood and feel like an outsider. i try to stay my bubbly, outgoing self. But sometimes i can't help but shed a tear or just lay around thinking of the negatives; not the popular girl, don't have the guy, don't have the physic, losing some friends b/c of location, don't have the personality or qualities others posess which i want. Some of you might understand how it feels, to feel alone. I am mostly an upbeat person and make people laugh no matter what i do from a joke to embarassing myself. My friends come to me for advice mostly cause i listen to what they have to say from the most dramatic to the most stupid information, i still listen. My friends, My family, & my music is everything to me. with exceptions of other things not as my everything as the aboves but still kinda important.
The friends i have are amazing, i have enough to fit 5 or 6 hands, a finger counting 1. but only 4 REAL best, truly sisters, separated at birth, finish eachothers sentences, understands completely, and hangs out with every single day.....while talking constantly, FRIENDs. But i know truly, 100% sure that one of those 4 is Brianna Moore, she is my other half, she's nice, funny, so fun to be around. We always hang out, go to the same school, always talk and like the same things, listen to generally the same music, have the same taste in guys.......ok not that ;). but alot of the things a long-lost sister acquires. I love her sooo much, and would be lost without her. i know her all to well and the same goes for her to me.
As for love, well i've had some crushes, some dates, but no real boyfriends. Not the one that, not to sound like a cliche, completes me. Some jerks, some 2-faced losers, some liars, and some "almost" guys. I can't even find a Mr.right-now, not that i always want that, hense the "right-NOW", i do eventually want true love. Not the one's you read in fairy tales, not that that's bad or anything, i mean who doesn't want prince charming and his good looks and sense of style (in that time period) and so on. But i want someone different, someone who loves me the way i am, someone who loves to act crazy, someone who is sentimental and sarcastic, someone who isn't afraid of being himself, someone who dances good and like a dork, someone who swears when necsessary and maybe more, someone who's fun and outgoing, someone who tells cheesy jokes, someone who sticks up for me even if it's from his friends, someone who is different than me, but at the same time the same, opposites attract. i know the time for me will come, "let the chips fall where they may."
Love is like life but alot more complicated, dramatic, and at times unbearalbe at times, thats why everyone wants it. It gives life a little spice and i love it mostly cause whenever you have a fight the woman ALWAYS wins, 99.9% of the time. I love it. it's funny and true, ask anyone. lol.
I'll keep you posted on my boring yet interesting life. my opinions are intense but most true and real.
~Kris ~<:)
The friends i have are amazing, i have enough to fit 5 or 6 hands, a finger counting 1. but only 4 REAL best, truly sisters, separated at birth, finish eachothers sentences, understands completely, and hangs out with every single day.....while talking constantly, FRIENDs. But i know truly, 100% sure that one of those 4 is Brianna Moore, she is my other half, she's nice, funny, so fun to be around. We always hang out, go to the same school, always talk and like the same things, listen to generally the same music, have the same taste in guys.......ok not that ;). but alot of the things a long-lost sister acquires. I love her sooo much, and would be lost without her. i know her all to well and the same goes for her to me.
As for love, well i've had some crushes, some dates, but no real boyfriends. Not the one that, not to sound like a cliche, completes me. Some jerks, some 2-faced losers, some liars, and some "almost" guys. I can't even find a Mr.right-now, not that i always want that, hense the "right-NOW", i do eventually want true love. Not the one's you read in fairy tales, not that that's bad or anything, i mean who doesn't want prince charming and his good looks and sense of style (in that time period) and so on. But i want someone different, someone who loves me the way i am, someone who loves to act crazy, someone who is sentimental and sarcastic, someone who isn't afraid of being himself, someone who dances good and like a dork, someone who swears when necsessary and maybe more, someone who's fun and outgoing, someone who tells cheesy jokes, someone who sticks up for me even if it's from his friends, someone who is different than me, but at the same time the same, opposites attract. i know the time for me will come, "let the chips fall where they may."
Love is like life but alot more complicated, dramatic, and at times unbearalbe at times, thats why everyone wants it. It gives life a little spice and i love it mostly cause whenever you have a fight the woman ALWAYS wins, 99.9% of the time. I love it. it's funny and true, ask anyone. lol.
I'll keep you posted on my boring yet interesting life. my opinions are intense but most true and real.
~Kris ~<:)
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