so what the hell? i like someone again? this is bull shit...
he's not even that good...of course, right?
he's arrogant, a player, just says what girls want to hear so he can get in their pants apparently, im pretty sure he gets high, gets drunk, recently has been ignoring me...i mean damn. what a guy, right?
it's amazing how i am attracted to the either most retarded or ass hole of guys...i really don't understand...and then i can't move on and like the guys that like me cuz i'm too hung up on THIS goddamn guy. i really hate it.
Although i will admit, he is hot, and charming, and sweet, and smart, adn kind of a badass. but really...i don't even know if that's really him or if it's just all an act for girls to put on. he may be a nice guy underneath it all. but i'll never know that cuz right now he's ignoring me and whatever. i don't know what i did to make him just up and stop talking to me...maybe i was just a target, and i was just too challenging for him to get with so he moved on...to an easy-to-get, and just EASY girl....the first girl that would get into bed with him. i mean if he met the right girl (wish that could be me) that could like not neccessarily change just...be...better, i guess, then that would be awesome. it's like what happened with A & V....he was a COMPLETE and TOTAL player, then he met A, the girl who made him change his ways and be with just her.... why can't that happen to HIM, preferably with me?
ugh. Liking someone is really tough now-a-days...seriously..
i'll admit, i am picky. but i have my standards...
i just don't know...whatever. Things will go how they're supposed to go.
until then...
